Intimacy, Fucking & Relationships.
So as I wait here on set waiting for my cast to get through makeup and hair and out of the trailer I might as well write a little something that’s been on my mind for a bit.
I find that intimacy in relationships exists in many forms. For some relationships I have had, we have fucked and it was close but maybe not as close as it should have been. I think we distance ourselves somewhat from true intimacy during sex and just in general…always afraid that we might get hurt. From our past significant others no matter the outcome we are always afraid to let ourselves go even if it just feels right or just perfect. This in a sense causes us to carry our past with us into the future. And maybe somewhat hindering our next relationship.
I have found recently that true intimacy, closeness, of two human bodies literally together and figuratively is the the best feeling. When two souls are open to one another and ready to possibly love it can be the best feeling in the world.
I think living in the city of lost souls which is Los Angeles, people never commit in this damn city and always keeping a certain distance from their partner even when under a title of “boyfriend/girlfriend”..but when you ultimately just let it all go and believe in what you have and trust that this could possibly be better than the next…it is truly…MAGIC!
I love being as close as I can with the person I am with, physically and emotionally because in the best way they truly become your equal….your partner.
We should all be open to the possibilities of great things coming our way in life and love and try not to let the shit of the past hinder our futures.
Have a great day everyone.
C. Jameson